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Mailbag: A terrifyingly typical look at an average American familial implosion

Dear Ann,

Love your blog!

This is a comment on your recent posting about married couples and children from the angle of societal fertility rates.

A couple having two children (exact replacement rate of 1.0 per person) would need four grandchildren and eight great-grandchildren to maintain a replacement rate of 1.0 per person to the fourth generation.

I recently went through this analysis on my own extended family’s fertility rates. Feel free to share this on your blog (anonymizing my name please!).

My paternal grandparents (Catholic, Slavic) had eight children who lived to adulthood. They had in total 16 children (mostly lapsed Catholics) – an exact replacement rate of 1.0 per person. Those 16 grandchildren (me included) had a total of 24 children – a negative replacement rate of 0.75 per person as to that generation. There may be another one or two coming, but the majority of us are now out of, or nearing the end of, childbearing age. Outcome: 3.0 per great-grandparent, but negative replacement rate at the last generation.

My maternal grandparents (Catholic, Slavic) had three children who had six children. Those six (mostly lapsed Catholics) had a total of seven great-grandchildren (five of whom are mine – happily all still Catholic!) – a negative replacement rate of just about 50%. There may be one or two more coming, but the other grandkids are in their 30s and some are unmarried. Outcome: 0.88 per great-grandparent, and negative replacement rate at last generation.

My wife’s paternal grandparents (lapsed Catholic/agnostic, British) had four children (all agnostics), of whom there were nine grandchildren – slightly above replacement rate. Those grandchildren (mostly agnostics) had a total of 14 children (again, five of them mine and my wife’s). There may be one or two more, but they are mostly done. Outcome: 1.75 per great-grandparent, but negative replacement rate at last generation.

My wife’s maternal grandparents (agnostic, British) had one child (50% replacement rate) who had one biological child (my wife – 25% replacement rate visa-vis her grandparents) and adopted another (as much as he is loved by us, for these purposes counting him as a biological descendant would be double-counting demographically). My wife had our five children and has passed her child-bearing years. Outcome: 0.625 per great-grandparent, but positive replacement rate of 2.5 at last generation.



Hey, Investigative Journalists: The North American College’s notorious gay scene included Cardinals McCarrick and Wuerl

The North American College in Rome has a notorious gay scene, and heterosexual men there are in the minority numerically, and CERTAINLY power-wise.  Not only are roughly half of the students sodomites, the NAC is run and controlled by sodomite priests, and the social scene surrounding the North American College is a magnet for gay laymen and fag hags in Rome.  Gay male tour guides in Rome (led by their mafiosa chalice-snatching queen, the odious fraud Liz Lev) hang around the NAC and covet any invitation they get to the NAC to cruise the student body.  Some NACcers even end up getting “liturgy tutoring” from sodomite layman liturgy experts in Rome, which is, of course, a euphemism for sodomitical hook ups, not uncommonly inside of churches, or even St. Peter’s Basilica itself.  These wretched people think the Anglo Gay culture in Rome is some sort of an “elite” caste.  And, like most narcissists, they lack the self-awareness to realize that they are gutter trash who are politely tolerated (barely) by their societal betters, which includes trash collectors, taxi drivers and the people who stand in front of restaurants barking in customers.

But that isn’t the worst of it.

Ted McCarrick and Donald Wuerl, among others, were just some of the American Cardinals and Bishops who used the NAC as a cruising spot, with PLENTY OF AMBITIOUS SODOMITE SEMINARIANS AND PRIESTS in residence at the NAC who were VERY willing to engage in sodomy with with elderly bishops and Cardinals in order to secure plum posts and get on the career fast-track to elevation to the episcopacy.

This is just ONE reason that EVERYONE knew about McCarrick and the whole “Come sit on Uncle Teddy’s lap” crap.  EVERYONE in Rome knows what goes on at the NAC.  Anyone who feigns shock and ignorance is lying through their teeth.  EVERYONE understands that sodomites control the institutional US Church, and that they recruit, ordain and promote THEIR OWN.  Blackmailability is a FEATURE, not a bug, and in fact, blackmailability is a REQUIREMENT – after all, how can they “trust” you with any future position of power if you aren’t guilty of exactly the same capital crimes against nature and sacrilege that they are?  Why do you think Donald Wuerl felt so comfortable acting like a queeny bitch to everyone every time he stayed at the NAC?  Why did Donald Wuerl feel free to demand chocolates on his pillow and valet turn-down service in his guest suite at the NAC, and demand that his morning newspaper be ironed and folded in EXACTLY the right way or else throw an hysterical fag fit?  Why was Donald Wuerl so confident and at ease acting like the world’s biggest fag while at the NAC?

The question answers itself.

Journalists?  Anyone want to look into the “casting couch” culture at the North American College? Because Anthony Gorgia is just one of many, many, many men who have been harassed and scandalized by the gay cabal at the NAC.  Anyone? Bueller? Bueller?

And please keep Mr. Anthony Gorgia and his legal team in your prayers.  They are going up against a billion-dollar mafia that is murderously ruthless and devoid of any semblance of conscience or shame. Gorgia is suing the unctuous predator Cardinal Timothy Dolan and the NAC, including several faggot priests that run the NAC by name, for CLEARLY discriminating against him for being heterosexual and not “an ally” of the sodomite cabal.

That fat boy’s so gay he could change a $12 bill for three $4’s or two $6’s. He is also a successor to the Apostles, and deserves to be laicized and spend the rest of his life in prison – AT MINIMUM.


Q&A: “We are in our 50s and have no real retirement savings. What do we do now?”

There is MUCH wailing and gnashing of teeth as people realize that they are in DEEP DEEP trouble with regards to retirement. No real savings, career/business destroyed, Social Security and Medicare a pipe dream Ponzi scheme that they will never benefit from, and a totalitarian Luciferian government backed by half the population that genuinely wants them dead ASAP.

What do we do? How did anyone retire before? Without retirement accounts or Social Security what did people DO when they got old?

They. Had. Children.


And not one or two, but eight, ten, twelve, fourteen children. As many as God Almighty saw fit to bless them with.

That’s right, Boomers and Gen X’ers, Those children that you “just simply couldn’t afford” and thus contracepted and whose existence YOU FREELY AND WILLFULLY CHOSE TO THWART… THEY were your retirement.


A couple with ten kids could expect eight of those children (two enter the Church?) to grow up and become independent households, and thus be able to chip in a small monthly contribution to their parents. So Mom and Dad live in their home debt-free, eight children pitching in, say, $500 per month, give Mom and Dad $4000 per month income. Easily. No one even breaks a sweat. It’s absolutely no burden on the children to pool funds like this. And when Mom and Dad need health care, in home care, even palliative care, it isn’t a burden when split among many children.

This is called COMMON SENSE. This is called MORAL SANITY. This is called “not being a selfish, materialist, perpetual narcissistic brat train wreck.”

THAT IS HOW THINGS WORKED UNTIL the advent of The Pill and the satanic lie that NOT having children will make you RICHER in the mid-20th century, exactly concurrent with… the failed Vatican II council and the promulgation of the Novus Ordo. Funny, that…

The MORTAL SIN of contraception is why Boomers and Gen X’ers who have worked their entire adult lives will now die in destitution in “the wealthiest, largest, most powerful economy in human history.”

You chose debt, and you chose DEATH with every little pill you diligently took, or had your wife take, every day. Chemical sterilization was your daily “prayer”.

There is no one to take care of you because you STRIDENTLY insisted upon it. And now thy will shall be done.

And as if all of this isn’t bad enough, as if your own suicidal mindset wasn’t enough of a sin, you indoctrinated YOUR CHILDREN to be even more narcissistic and sterile than you. That’s why your TWO children have given you ZERO grandchildren. Because YOU taught them your sinful lifestyle well. Very, very well.

Welp. Your prayers are answered. Own it, and repent, while you still can. Go to confession. That is, of course, if you can find a Catholic priest. Because, you know, priests have to actually be born in the first place.

If only someone had loved us enough to be as “mean” to us as Barnhardt.

Repost By Request: Essay on Markets Decoupling – it’s happening now

First, a repost of a piece I wrote years ago on cash markets decoupling from the futures and derivatives markets, specifically in the context of metals. I have not changed anything, but I have bolded the key, key points.

This just in over the transom today, 3 February, ARSH 2021:

The silver short squeeze in physical silver at present is unprecedented. Even so, the spot price of paper silver is not even close to the real physical equilibrium price of silver. BullionStar may soon have no option but to abandon setting prices based on silver spot price altogether and move to fixed prices.”

For all of you Bitcoin fans, you are now realizing the massive flaw in the Bitcoin paradigm. You have no cash commodity to arbitrage. All you were ever dealing with was zeroes and ones on computer servers. I am hard-pressed to think of ANYTHING more vulnerable.

As I have been saying all along, if you can’t stand in front of it with an assault weapon and physically defend it, then it isn’t yours, and probably never was.

(Ahem. Cough. 401ks. Cough.)

Originally penned and posted on December 15, ARSH 2011, seven weeks after MF Global.3. Finally, a very simplistic explanation of how the cash commodity markets are soon going to decouple from the futures markets. This is a little complex, but stay with me. I think this is important to understand because none of us who have lived our whole lives in the U.S. have ever seen a market disintegrate.

The threat (or promise) of delivery upon expiration is what keeps the futures markets tethered to the cash markets. Up until now, if an unreasonably wide spread between the futures price and the underlying physical commodity market got too out of whack, a process called †arbitrage† would kick in. Arbitrage is when a party simultaneously buys and sells on two separate but related markets in order to capture an inefficient spread between those two markets.

I†m going to use precious metals as my example commodity because there are alot of metals guys reading this, and because the metals markets will be the big tell in term of when decoupling and thus total futures market disintegration is upon us. But these examples apply to all of the physical commodities.

Let†s say that the physical silver market is trading far lower than the silver futures price. This is what is called a WEAK BASIS. The BASIS is the relationship between the cash market and the futures market and is very simply defined as (CASH minus FUTURES). If cash silver can be bought at $25.00 per ounce and the futures are at $30.00 per ounce, the cash is $5.00 under the futures. When cash is under the futures, this is called a WEAK basis.

Up until now, what would a metals trader do? In very simple terms, he would buy the cash silver at $25.00 per ounce and then simultaneously sell the futures at $30.00. Because he has short-sold the futures, he could hold the contract to expiry and then deliver the $25.00 cash silver he bought to make good on the contract and receive his $30.00 price. So his simple net profit would be $5.00 per ounce. As many traders saw this spread and simultaneously executed this same strategy of buying the cash and selling the futures, what effect would this have? Right. It would cause the cash-futures spread to move back in toward convergence by pushing the futures price down (lots of sellers) and propping the cash market up (lots of buyers).

Now the opposite scenario: a STRONG basis. Let†s say cash silver is trading at $32.00 and the futures are trading at $28.00. A trader might take physical silver that he has in inventory and sell it in the cash market, and then immediately take those proceeds and buy back and equal number of ounces in the futures market and take delivery. Since the same number of ounces in the futures market cost $4.00 per ounce LESS, he would end up with the same number of ounces in his inventory PLUS $4.00 per ounce in CASH in his pocket. If he and many other traders saw this condition and they all sold cash silver and bought the futures, this would, again, converge the spread between the cash market and the futures market.

The lynchpin that is holding this dynamic together and keeping the futures markets tied to the underlying cash market is the fact that the futures contracts are deliverable, and a trader can either deliver or take delivery of actual physical silver via his futures position.

Are we seeing a problem yet? The futures markets have lost their viability and trustworthiness because of the MF collapse and theft. At some point in the not-too-distant future, people everywhere are going to realize that the delivery mechanism is not reliable. Heck, just holding cash and/or positions in a futures account is no longer reliable. The the market itself is not reliable, traders will no longer attempt to arbitrage these basis spreads because the risk to the trader that the rug will be pulled out from underneath them is simply too great.

And in the metals markets, the delivery process itself is . . . um . . . shall we say, easily corrupted? When you †take delivery† of physical metals, it doesn†t get sent to your house. All you get is a certificate saying that X number of ounces are being held in a certified vault somewhere with your name on them. After the MF collapse, that sounds like a joke, right? A CERTIFICATE with my NAME ON IT? Yeah. That really is how it works.

When the arbitrageurs finally lose all confidence in the markets, the cash market will decouple from the futures because no one will be willing to take the risk of having their money, positions and/or physical metals stolen/confiscated. If no arbitrageurs are willing to trade these spreads † no matter how wide they may become † and thus there is no force causing the cash and futures to converge, we will see the basis spreads become extremely wide. As people flee the futures markets, the futures prices will drop, while the cash markets hold steady or even diverge and actually rise as all of the former paper players realize that physicals are the only remaining game to be played.

Watch for this. Watch for the gold and silver futures to sell off as people walk away from paper while the online cash dealers, seeing that market demand for their physical inventory is robust, begin to ignore the futures prices and hold their prices steady or even raise them. When you see this basis decoupling and absence of arbitrage, lo, the end is nigh. A parabolic spike is coming.

Evil always tells you what it is up to: Bill Gates “predicting” forthcoming plague 10x worse than CoronaScam. Clearly this is the intended result of the Quaccine – boosting lethality of the common cold

Bill Gates is priming the propaganda pump for a soon-to-arrive any-minute-now mega-plague “ten times worse” than Corona Scam.

Now… if CoronaScam really were a once-per-century event like the Spanish Flu, how could Bill Gates know that ANOTHER event is about to happen?

How did Gates know in MINUTE DETAIL everything about the CoronaScam on October 18, ARSH 2019 at Event 201? Because Event 201 was a FINAL PREPARATORY BRIEFING for the media and government before launching the CoronaScam war on humanity.

He “knows” because the Quaccine is intended to do what all previous attempts at a CoronaVirus vaccine have done: cause enhanced viral uptake of Corona Viridae when encountered in the wild subsequently. Yes, that’s right. Gates and company are fulfilling their Luciferian (and I strongly suspect erotic) fantasies to inject people with a concoction that will, with full malice aforethought, make the common cold a lethal proposition for healthy adults.

That’s how he “knows” a plague “ten times worse” is just around the corner.

Because it’s the plan and has been all along.

Evil ALWAYS announces itself and its plans.

The Presentation of Jesus in the Temple: The Antidote to Narcissism, Elitism and Oligarchy

Today, February 2nd, is the Feast of the Presentation of Jesus in the Temple.  This is the Fourth Joyful Mystery of the Rosary, and the fruit of the mystery is OBEDIENCE and the LOVE OF THE LAW.

It’s a BIG DAY.

Witnessing what we all have over the past decade, the total collapse of The Rule of Law in the private sector, the government, and now The Church under the Bergoglian Antipapacy, the Feast of the Presentation is especially rich with meaning.

On the 40th day after His birth, Joseph and Mary, in perfect obedience to the Levitical Law, took Jesus to the Temple to be “redeemed”:

And every firstborn of men thou shalt redeem with a price. And when thy son shall ask thee tomorrow, saying: What is this? thou shalt answer him: With a strong hand did the Lord bring us forth out of the land of Egypt, out of the house of bondage. For when Pharao was hardened, and would not let us go, the Lord slew every firstborn in the land of Egypt, from the firstborn of man to the firstborn of beasts: therefore I sacrifice to the Lord all that openeth the womb of the male sex, and all the firstborn of my sons I redeem.
Exodus 13: 13-15

Now, stop and think about the reflexive nature of this.  Jesus Christ IS HIMSELF GOD.  Jesus IS HIMSELF the God that brought Israel out of bondage in Egypt.  Jesus Christ IS HIMSELF GOD who commanded that all “that openeth the womb of the male sex” be sacrificed and redeemed. Jesus Christ IS HIMSELF the Author of The Law because HE HIMSELF IS THE LAW.

So, why did Mary and Joseph, and ultimately Christ Himself, an infant of 40 days of age, go to the Temple and perform this action?  Furthermore, why did Mary also at the same time undergo the ritual of Purification, the rite performed on women who had just given birth?

Shouldn’t Mary, Joseph, and ultimately Christ Himself have dispensed themselves from these ritual precepts given the fact that Jesus is God Incarnate, and Mary was preserved in immaculate purity, including her virginity, and thus had absolutely no need of any rite of Purification?

Why did they comply with these Levitical precepts when they were all so clearly above them?

Because love of The Law and obedience to it is love of God and obedience to Him.

Can you imagine the Blessed Virgin, striding haughtily into the Temple, St. Joseph, nose in the air, looking down his nose at the priests, and declaring, “My Son will NOT be redeemed, because He is the Son of the Living God, The Messiah, and thus The Law does not apply to Him because He is its Author!” And then the Blessed Virgin saying, “And I, having conceived Him by the Holy Ghost, carried Him and borne Him, am The Mother of God, am perfectly pure.

All of the above statements are true, but yet we can hear how narcissistic, elitist, and devoid of TRUE HUMILITY and charity they would have been.  No, Jesus, Mary and Joseph all submitted to and obeyed The Law because to do so is to set a good example, namely by completely rejecting the spirit of elitism, narcissism and oligarchy that utterly permeates our culture. In submitting to The Law at not just the Presentation and Purification 40 days after Our Lord’s birth, but also eight days after His birth when He was circumcised, His Most Precious Blood being shed for the first time – a Proto-Passion, which, in and of itself COULD have been enough to redeem the whole world, because even ONE DROP of Our Lord’s Blood, contains in Itself an infinity of His Mercy – in these acts of GENUINE humility, Jesus, Mary and Joseph provided the most profound witness to the Rule of Law, and a total rejection of the spirit of narcissistic elitism.

What do we see today?  We see an Antipope, falsely installed after an invalid attempted partial  abdication, literally telling people that to obey all of the Ten Commandments is harmful to the Christian life. We see the same Antipope attempting to convince every human being that THEIR CONSCIENCE, their FEELINGS are higher than God Himself, and thus trump The Law, and that man, not God, is the final arbiter of truth and judge of sin.  And, as is always the case in paradigms in which The Rule of Law is destroyed, we see the Rule of Man, that is, a paradigm in which the biggest thug wins, a paradigm in which blackmail, coercion, threats, and eventually physical violence are the only rule, the only “law”, a paradigm in which there is no right to petiton for the redress of grievances, a paradigm in which the jackboot of the biggest thug stomps the human face forever.

Think of every tin-pot dictator. Think of every bureaucrat hanger-on, slavishly defending their criminal overlords.  Think of every financial executive, stealing millions if not billions with zero consequence.  Think of every mafia and racketeering organization. Think of the faggots committing their acts of sacreligious, desacratory sodomy inside the Vatican, and throughout the world. All of it, ultimately, to prove to themselves that they are an elite caste, above the law, accountable only to themselves and their perverse passions.

Think of ourselves, and how many times we have convinced ourselves, in things both big and small, that “The Rules Don’t Apply To Me.”

The example set by Our Lord, Our Lady, and St. Joseph, which we celebrate today on The Feast of the Presentation, is the antidote to elitism, narcissism, and shines a spotlight on The Rule of Law and its criticality.

I hope you never pray the Fourth Joyful Mystery the same ever again.

Happy Feast of The Rule of Law!


The Presentation of Jesus at the Temple, detail, Fra Angelico, ARSH 1440-1441, Monastery of St. Mark, Cell 10, Florence.

Antipope Bergoglio has banned Communion on the tongue globally. Tell me more about how he is TOTALLY the Pope and anyone who dares even ask questions about Pope Benedict’s resignation are “insane conspiracy theorists who can’t handle reality”

This is essentially a form letter that apparently has gone out all over the world. This version is to the Diocese of Knoxville, TN, and I also saw just yesterday essentially the same letter in Italian sent to a TLM parish in Italy.

The word is that this is Antipope Bergoglio’s PERSONAL project, to ban the non-sacrilegious reception of Holy Communion everywhere on Earth, permanently.

Because… all together now… Bergoglio is not and never has been the Vicar of Christ because Pope Benedict NEVER VALIDLY RESIGNED, and Antipope Bergoglio gives EVERY INDICATION of being the False Prophet Forerunner of the Antichrist.

Antipope Bergoglio hates and despises God, most ESPECIALLY in the Most Holy Sacrament of the Altar, and His Holy Church, and is attempting to destroy the Church Militant.

Antipope Bergoglio staring down his enemy. The look on Antipope Bergoglio ‘s face is pure, unadulterated hatred.

The solution to this for the faithful is to NOT RECEIVE HOLY COMMUNION in any aberrant method. Make a spiritual Communion at public Mass.

Also, let it be said that the SSPX is a very viable option.

The fact that Antipope Bergoglio is an arch-heretic IS A VISIBLE SIGN that Pope Benedict’s attempt to partially resign was invalid, and thus the faux-conclave of ARSH 2013 did nothing but vomit forth an Antipope usurper. Again, Antipope Bergoglio’s heresy and apostasy isn’t the reason why he is an Antipope. It’s just a massive VISIBLE SIGN that Pope Benedict never stopped being the Vicar of Christ.

Bergoglio CAN NOT be “deposed for heresy” because he does not and never has OCCUPIED THE SEE. The entire “depose him for heresy” tack is a total non-starter, based on a false base premise that will yield even more chaos.

Of course Bergoglio is a heretic. No serious person questions this. But that isn’t the ROOT issue. The root issue is that Pope Benedict never validly resigned.

If we don’t get this right and acknowledge the whole problem at its root, namely that Bergoglio has never had any part in the Papacy, then when Antipope Bergoglio “goes away”, IF Pope Benedict is still alive, any conclave that is called will be totally invalid as well, and then we will have ANOTHER Antipope, who will be decades younger. The Chinese Communist Party, who is already bankrolling the Vatican to the tune of $2 billion per year, has tapped the Filipino arch-heretic imbecile and high-stakes gambling addict (and thus already under the coercion of the Chinese mafia in Macau) Chito Tagle as the next Antipope.

Isn’t it interesting how people who are financially dependent upon the Church, even tangentially, will discuss 1958 sedevacantism, and are openly publicly enamored with the schismatic Eastern Orthodox all of a sudden, but categorically refuse even the mere discussion of the canonical validity of the most patently bizarre thing to happen in the Papacy in 2000 years – an attempt by a Pope, now known to be under coercion, to only half-resign.

Diabolical disorientation.

Pray for Pope Benedict, the Papacy, and Holy Mother Church.

St. Michael the Archangel, guardian of the Pope, pray for us.

Lord Jesus Christ, have mercy on us.

Barnhardt Axiom #2 Reminder for the “Little Guys”

Barnhardt Axiom #2:

If you can’t stand in front of it and defend it with long guns, it isn’t “yours”, and probably never was.

“But…but…but… I have a VAULT CERTIFICATE!! I have a BROKERAGE STATEMENT!!”

Aren’t you adorable.

Yeah, you have a “vault certificate” and Xiao Jiden got 81 million votes. The MF Global customers had “brokerage statements” too. Yooooou betcha. I’ve also heard that Bruce Jenner and that tranny madman in Pennsylvania have spiffy new drivers licenses that say “female”, too. Because “official documents” are the arbiter of reality. Speaking of official documents, Barry Soetoro’s photoshopped birth certificate with the element layers left ungrouped was totally “official” too. The faces on the television said so.

Futures and ETFs are NOT NOT NOT physical or anything close to it, no matter how many fraudulent vault certificates with serial numbers are waved in your face. IF the bullion even exists, you’re “sharing” serial numbers with at least ten other people, if not more.

Let the Nerds do this. Don’t mess with paper. If you have physical metals, great. Just hold them. Volatility can’t hurt you if you own and personally possess a physical asset outright. That is the power of a strong equity position. If you don’t have physical in your personal possession by now, and you had YEARS of pleading warnings to buy physical and a suppressed market to buy in, well, then this is just a spectator sport. “Too late” is a real thing that happens in real life. Windows close. C’est la vie.

Like The Rohirrim appearing on the ridge at the Pelennor Fields sounding the horn, the Nerds have come to save the metals markets from the forces of the Dark Lord and his Witch Kings





ZeroHedge reportage HERE. As always with ZeroHedge, the content is good, just never, ever read the comments.

The nerds have been tipped-off to the fact that the silver market especially is one of the most corrupt and suppressed markets on the planet. And the nerds are ready to rock.

The oligarchs DO NOT HAVE THE PHYSICAL and never did. Also remember, what gold they have should be assumed to contain tungsten cores. All bullion will have to be refined.

Gentlemen, I salute you, and bid you well in your campaign.

Forth! And fear no darkness!

For those of you who have physical gold and silver: Keep it secret. Keep it safe.

Nurse Claire checks in: Big Pharma playing both $ide$ – they are now gunning to develop an ANTIDOTE to $ave you from the immune $y$tem over-reaction from the poi$on quaccine.


Dearest Ann,

Now that the COVID vaccines have been in use for nearly 6 weeks, I thought I would check in & let you know what I’ve seen and heard.

As you & your readers know, the only two vaccines for COVID on the market (Pfizer & Moderna) utilize the new mRNA technology. Both “jabs” are being administered only under Emergency Use Authorization, not full FDA approval. One can make the argument that these shots are truly experimental. Zero long term studies have been conducted; therefore, no healthcare provider can tell you these are safe because we just don’t know. There’s lots of speculation, though, about effects on fertility as well as the potential for ADE (antibody-dependent enhancement). I cannot speak definitively about those things but what I can report is the side effects I’ve already seen.

Your readers have probably read media reports about the Miami OB/GYN who bled to death after his platelet count dropped precipitously following his first Pfizer vaccine dose. I can report that my colleagues across the country have seen similar scenarios (not necessarily ending in death). Numerous professional acquaintances have reported reduced platelet counts & enlarged spleens secondary to this vaccine, most likely related to a preservative, PEG (polyethylene glycol) present in both the Moderna and Pfizer shots. I predict we will see more of these sorts of reactions as the number of vaccinations increases (as well as anaphylaxis).

The people I personally work with have reported the following: profuse diarrhea, vertigo, facial numbness, facial nerve pain, arm pain, reduced mobility in the arm, extreme fatigue bordering on exhaustion, muscle aches, fever (some as high as 102 & 103 degrees), hives at the injection site (curiously this seems to be a delayed reaction occurring 8 days post-vaccination). I have one coworker whose vomiting was so severe she required hospitalization with IV fluid administration. Another colleague developed atrial fibrillation, and this is not the only incident of that that I have heard of. Several colleagues throughout the U.S have reported cardiac arrhythmias after the vaccine. A family member who is an RN in another city told me 75% of the people she knows who received the Moderna vaccine were very sick the next day and most of them could not work.

Of course, these are anecdotal reports but keep in mind these vaccines have only been in use for 6 weeks so anecdotal reports are all we have. The VAERS website (Vaccine Adverse Event Reporting System) is also a source of information your readers can use. It, too, is anecdotal because it’s a self-reporting tool for patients as well as healthcare providers to report adverse events following vaccine administration. I’ve seen social media trolls trying to discourage people from visiting the VAERS website because it’s a self-reporting website. But remember, it is maintained by both the CDC and FDA to track adverse vaccine-related events. Read thru it and decide for yourself. Thus far, VAERS shows 181 deaths following COVID vaccination and nearly 8,000 occurrences of side effects severe enough to limit one’s activities of daily living.

Vaccine recipients (many of whom are healthcare providers themselves) are being told these side effects are “good” and show “that the immune system is working in response to the shot”. Can we please have some logic? I’ve learned in life that if something defies common sense, almost without exception its rubbish. Vomiting is not good…it’s a defense mechanism, the body’s way of rejecting something. Vomiting in response to this vaccine should not be chalked up to “good” and a positive sign. What stunning buffoonery on the part of those believing this lie! I’m sad to see how far we’ve fallen; the gaslighting of anyone who dares question this narrative is very real.

I don’t want to speculate or put out wild conspiracy theories, but yesterday I received an email from my employer that went out to all patient care providers in our health system. The email detailed an entire set of guidelines and protocols that have been developed to rapidly identify, triage, and treat people who may be suffering an allergic reaction to either of the COVID vaccines. If reactions are as rare as we are being told, then why is this necessary? If the allergic reactions are typical of other medication allergic reactions, why does a different set of standards exist? All things to make you wonder🤔

Regarding the ADE I mentioned earlier – the antibody dependent enhancement; Many scientists (almost all have been silenced & deplatformed) speculate that this vaccine will cause an enhanced response to the virus, meaning the antibodies produced will respond in a life-threatening manner when one is exposed to the virus in the wild. I have no idea if that will actually happen, but it has played out in all animal studies involving coronavirus vaccines so it is reasonable to fear such a thing in human vaccine recipients. I pray that it never comes to fruition because the consequences will be like the worst medical sci-fi horror one can imagine. Curiously, though, I read an article earlier this week that Merck has abandoned its attempts at producing a vaccine for COVID and instead will focus on “research into therapeutic drugs labeled as MK-7110 and MK-4482. The drugs aim to protect patients from the damage of an overactive immune response to the virus.” Really??? Is Merck playing 4D chess with its competitors who might be the cause of such hyper-immune responses, or is this a ploy to benefit Big Pharma on all sides, meaning one sells you the vaccine and the other one sells you the antidote? I don’t know and one can only speculate but it sure seems interesting.

I myself am avoiding this vaccine & I advise others to do the same. Sadly, several of my family members have chosen otherwise. Please pray for them and be assured of my prayers for you.

Yours in Christ,

Nurse Claire