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Barnhardt Podcast #142: Doctor Ann, Conspiracy Therapist

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In this episode we reprise the always-urgent topic of the need to be and stay Confessed, especially as the momentum of evil increases.  (And if your confessor tells you that a sin is not a sin, or encourages you to commit sin, then find a new confessor post haste!)  We also muse some more about the Masonic Sniffles and observe that one can lead a cow to Ivermectin but getting Bessie to drink it is about as hard as getting a Jesuit to pray the Rosary.

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Spy Wednesday: What’s YOUR Price?

Today is Spy Wednesday, so called because this is the day in which Judas Iscariot snuck off to the Sanhedrin to negotiate the price and seal the deal to betray Jesus Christ to be murdered.

Oftentimes in art, Judas Iscariot is depicted as ugly, almost to the point of physical deformity, with a super-heavy brow, beady eyes, etc. While one can certainly understand this iconographical approach, I think in these dark days it is more salutary for us to look upon Judas Iscariot as he almost certainly was – a perfectly normal-looking man.  Folks, evil people in this world don’t walk the streets drooling, with teeth filed to points.  It is generally difficult to pick out most evil people by sight.  In fact, as I think more and more people are waking up to the fact, evil oftentimes presents itself as completely pedestrian, and not uncommonly as attractive.

Consider the fact that at the Last Supper, the Apostles had no idea which one of them would betray Our Lord.  It isn’t as if Our Lord spoke of the betrayer, and everyone in the room turned and looked at Judas Iscariot.  In fact, St. John says in his Gospel that even when Judas got up to leave after Jesus said to him, “That which thou dost, do quickly,” most of the Apostles thought that Our Lord had sent Judas out to either buy supplies, or to do some work of charity.

I’d like to take it a step further and put forth the possibility that when all is revealed at the General Judgment and we are all able to see EVERYTHING, that it is possible that Judas Iscariot will have appeared to have been both pious and humanly attractive.  Further, I think that it is very possible that when we see all of Judas’ interactions with Our Lord, including private interactions, conversations, etc., over the course of Our Lord’s ministry and Judas’ time with Him as an Apostle, AND Judas’ interactions and relationship with the Blessed Mother (have you ever considered Judas with regards to Mary?) that it will become clear just exactly how deep and profound Judas’ betrayal was.  Because remember, Judas didn’t merely walk away.  Judas sold Our Lord TO BE MURDERED with full malice aforethought for today’s equivalent of approximately $500.

Why?  Two things.  First, as we see all around us today, Judas lusted power.  Second, Judas was EMBARRASSED by Our Lord.  This all came to a head when Our Lord gave the Bread of Life discourse as recorded in John 6, explaining the Eucharist and that He was about to institute the Eucharist whereby people would literally – not symbolically, not figuratively, but LITERALLY eat Our Lord’s Body, Blood Soul and Divinity.  Judas lusted earthly temporal power, and had all kinds of visions and plans for Jesus overthrowing the Roman occupation and that he, Judas would be made a prince of the land, with all the power that goes with it.  When Our Lord gave the Bread of Life discourse and all of the thousands of people got up and left, saying that Our Lord was insane and/or demonic, and Judas saw his planned power base and political ambitions going up in smoke, he was enraged.  He was further, and perhaps even more enraged because he was EMBARRASSED by the Eucharist, as so very, very many people – especially clerics and prelates – are today.  I cover this in the essay, “THEY DON”T ACTUALLY BELIEVE ANY OF THAT BULLSHIT“.

So, still lusting power, Judas decided that the thing to do was to get Jesus out of the way, which is to say dead, and then walk back and totally eliminate all of Jesus’ crazy-pants talk, especially the insane parts about the Eucharist, and then he, Judas, could “re-found” the movement and be its glorious leader.

By the way, is this ringing any bells?  Sounding familiar at all?

Let me help you – remember that Judas Iscariot was always going on about “the poor” because he kept the money box, and was a money-grubbing thief.

And so, Judas decided that Jesus had to be eliminated. Filled with rage and spite from the embarrassment of the Eucharistic discourse, Judas went to the Sanhedrin and negotiated the price and terms.  Judas’ priority clearly was NOT getting rich off the Sanhedrin deal.  No, he was playing long ball.  He just wanted Jesus dead, and then the REAL MONEY would come flowing in.  So, Judas low-balled the offer – $500.  The Sanhedrin took the offer and the deal was sealed.

Which brings us to today.  Do you want to get an idea of how normal Judas looked, how benign, how pious, even?  Well, that’s easy.  Go look in the mirror.  Every time we sin, we are selling Jesus Christ unto death on the Cross, and selling Him cheap.  What is your price? What is my price?

Is it your salary?

Is it your estate?

Is it your planned future earnings as you slither up the ladder of “career advancement”?

Or is it even cheaper than that?  Is your price mere human respect and personal popularity?

Is your price hits on your website? Or likes on Facebook? How about clicks on your “Donate” button?

Is your price an orgasm, or several decades of orgasms?

Is your price as low as not having to actually get dressed and do anything?

As with Judas Iscariot, it is so very simple to undo our treasons against Christ – go to Him, confess and repent.  In fact, Judas did return the $500 to the Sanhedrin – that part was done.  How many people today refuse to do even that, or are choosing to believe the transparent lies from on high that their sins aren’t sins if they themselves “discern” that they aren’t, or worse yet, that God positively wills that they continue in their sins?

Judas knew and fully acknowledged that what he had done was wrong.  All Judas had to do from there was go to Our Lord and ask His forgiveness and mercy, and it would have come without hesitation.  All he had to do was get within shouting distance, which he could have.  Judas could have literally gone to Calvary and been absolved by Christ as He hung on the Cross.  The greatest sin ever committed could have been wiped away, and Judas could have gone on to be a saint and the ultimate example of the penitent and forgiven sinner, the ultimate example of Christ’s mercy, far beyond Mary Magdalen.

But no.  Judas murdered himself, and thus freely, and completely unnecessarily chose hell.

We’ve all sold Our Lord, and for far less than Judas’ piddly $500.  We can all see ourselves in Judas.  Is it not time to take our “$500” and throw it back at the Sanhedrin, and then sprint to the foot of the Cross, confess to Him, and receive His Mercy?  If not now, when?

I hope this helps.

Christ, have mercy on us.

What does a person who has sold Christ cheap unto death on the Cross look like? Here’s an excellent example.

Can we talk about how many colds and flus could have been prevented or knocked-down by Ivermectin over the past 40 years? While BigPharma sold billions in flu vaccines and OTC “remedies”?

Just putting this out there to make people wake up to the psychopathic malignancy of BigPharma.

Ivermectin is an anti-parasitic AND anti-viral drug that is safer and more benign than aspirin. It is also dirt cheap, especially since it is off-patent and has been for years.

So stop and think about this. We now know from the CoronaScam that Ivermectin has what honest doctors describe as “miraculous” effects against Coronaviridae (aka “colds”) and all respiratory viruses in general, including influenza, both as a treatment for the symptomatic, and as an incredibly effective prophylactic, knocking down viral loads by a factor of 5000 according to ACTUAL SCIENCE performed over the past year.

Here’s what is absolutely infuriating. These SOB’s have had a drug that could have prevented or massively knocked-down pretty much EVERY sickness experienced by healthy adults in the first world – colds and flus – and they intentionally kept this drug off the market in order to feed their multi-multi-multi billion dollar over the counter cold and flu remedy AND flu “vaccine” markets.

How many man-hours lost? How much human suffering (albeit mild, as colds and flus generally are) happily permitted, when the fact is that Ivermectin should be sold exactly like aspirin – in bulk pill form. You should be able to go to any store and buy Ivermectin pills off the shelf by the hundreds. You know, like they already do in Africa and have for decades.

Never mind asking why Ivermectin isn’t part of a prophylactic regimen in all nursing homes and hospitals – we all know the answer to that, right Gov. Cuomo?

No, just think about every incidence of viral crud you’ve had over the years that Ivermectin could have knocked out in a matter of hours, but BigPharma wanted you to get sick and stay sick for as long as possible so you’d buy their high-margin concoctions and placebos.

Welp. The cat’s out of the bag now. These psychopaths have now revealed themselves as conscious collaborators in the largest crime against humanity ever perpetrated – and that was BEFORE the DeathJab. We’re talking CAPITAL CRIMES, folks. In this life, or the next, they WILL PAY.

Meanwhile, I have given away over 400 doses of Ivermectin and am sitting on 900 or so more as I write this.

Folks, don’t sit around and be an effeminate, whiny victim. Man up. When shit gets real, ACT. Do something. Lead by ACTION and by example. Find creative solutions to unprecedented problems and then EXECUTE those solutions. This is called VIRILITY, and it is a virtue.  Therefore, as a virtue, both men and women are called to acquire and develop it.

Remember, you want the 1% INJECTABLE Ivermectin solution for livestock, which you DRINK ORALLY, “per os” as doctors say, at a rough dosage of 1.25-1.75 mL for an adult. Feel free to add a bit more per body weight. Remember, every bottle of aspirin considers a 12 year old girl and a 250 pound man to be in the same dosage cohort, so don’t agonize over milliliters. Just use common sense. Get in the ballpark. Adjust up or down according to common sense. And yes, you absolutely can give Ivermectin to children. It keeps millions of youngsters and tinies in Africa free of flies and worms and has for decades.

For prophylaxis take one dose every so often. I’m doing quarterly, but that frequency could certainly be increased with zero risk. Ivermectin is one of the safest drugs in the world. You would have to be a royal idiot to overdose on it. Aspirin and Tylenol are far, far more toxic (especially to the stomach and liver, respectively) and dangerous.

Also, the horse paste version is fine too. It comes with a dispenser calibrated to body weight. NonVeniMark says the green apple is his favorite flavor.

But, as always, I have to re-state that the “pour-on” form Ivermectin is topical fly repellent that is essentially Ivermectin dissolved in diesel fuel to be poured onto (hence the clever labeling) and stick to the hair coat of cattle and sheep. If you are dumb enough to buy the pour-on formula and drink it, after my repeated explicit instructions to buy either the 1% INJECTABLE solution and take it orally, or the edible horse paste form, then I really can’t help you. (My sternness here is a direct result of my inbox. Reading comprehension is basically gone in the mainstream culture.)

These can be bought in any farm supply store. Yes, they have started putting up big scary bullshit agitprop signs telling people that the 1% Injectable and paste forms are not for human consumption trying to imply toxicity. Of course they are going to say that. The putsch regime wants as much sickness and death as possible, and BigPharma wants to sell their obscenely marked-up and ineffective drugs AND, of course, their DeathJabs.

Even more evil is the fact that BigPharma and the government know damn good and well that the “Emergency Use Authorization” for their poison DeathJabs are wholly contingent upon there being NO OTHER DRUGS to treat the Masonic Sniffles. Ivermectin proves that the DeathJab is a criminal and malicious conspiracy, because even if the DeathJab actually were a vaccine (which it is not), bypassing ALL testing is completely unjustified because there is a HIGHLY effective treatment, so effective that it is routinely described as “miraculous” by doctors who have used it.

The “vaccines” are clearly, obviously about something completely unrelated to curing a seasonal cold virus, namely totalitarian control of human life, AND almost certainly the rapid reduction of the human population by as much as 90% as every one of the oligarchs have been openly declaring a “necessity” for decades. If it had ANYTHING to do with health, Ivermectin would be deployed. Instead, all there is is terrorizing agitprop and coercion which violates every human rights charter in existence vis-a-vis coerced medical experimentation. There is only the “vaccine”. All must have the “vaccine”. There is no alternative to the “vaccine”. Only people with intellects completely darkened by living in unrepentant mortal sin could fall for such transparent lies and obvious criminality.

I haven’t been sick a day since January ARSH 2020 (the day Kobe Bryant died, in fact, and I suspect I did in fact have the Masonic Sniffles, as I had been in a situation where there were a bunch of Asian tourists). I am VERY curious to see if I get any seasonal viruses now that I’m taking Ivermectin as a quarterly prophylactic. And if I should feel something coming on, I’ll definitely take a couple of quick-hitter doses of Ivermectin just in case it is a virus, and hopefully knock it out quick. If it isn’t a virus, but bacterial (staph, strep, etc.) then Ol’ Mr. Immune System will just have to git ‘er dun.

Repost: On Eclipse, Visibility and Clarity

(Originally penned and posted in June, ARSH 2019.)

Several months ago, during my post-Mass prayer litany, I realized that I was incorrect in one of my daily petitions. See if you can tell how my prayer was wrong:

“May the Church Militant remain visible, and may I always be within easy walking distance of daily Mass in the Tridentine Rite.”

So there I am, having said this prayer daily over a thousand times, and I had a total record-scratch moment.

May the Church Militant REMAIN VISIBLE? Visibility is an intrinsic constitutive quality of the Church. The Church’s visibility is guaranteed in much the same way that water is wet and time is linear. The Church will always be visible – period. That is 100% guaranteed by God Himself. The issue is, can I, can we SEE IT.

Even if one uses the imagery of “eclipse” to describe current events, remember that eclipses are, by definition, highly visible events – awesome and fearful even.

So, my petition was so very wrong in that it falsely assumed that the Church could ever be “invisible”.

Now, my corrected petition is, “May I always be able to clearly see the Church…”

We know that the Antichurch will be built as an ape of the True Church, and that many, if not most people, including many of the Elect will happily traipse into the Antichurch and be lost. It will be so bad that Our Lord said, “But yet the Son of man, when He cometh, shall He find, think you, faith on earth?”

The problem will not be any failure of the Church to remain visible. The failure will not be God’s, the Church’s, nor even will the failure be a failure of the Papacy in se. The failure will be OURS. The Church will always be lit up like the Las Vegas Strip. But if Ray Charles is standing there, blind as a bat and can’t see what is right in front of him, does that mean the Vegas Strip is invisible? Of course not. All it means is that Ray is blind.

Every one of us can look back at our lives and cite numerous examples of our own blindness that caused us to go astray, which in retrospect were glaringly obvious at the time. Common examples:

“I was so in love….”

“I really wanted to keep that job/income…”

“I loved hanging out with those people…”

“I knew I couldn’t afford it, but I bought it anyway…”

“It felt right at the time…”

“I didn’t want to admit I was wrong…”

“I told myself that the person/situation would change/improve…”

“People warned me, but I didn’t listen…”

“I believed what the people on tee vee and on the internet were saying…”

Folks, the Truth is objective, external to us, and knowable. Reality is real, and visible. The Church is real, and it is guaranteed to always be visible, including AT ITS EARTHLY HEAD.

Start from the true base premise that the Church is visible, and the identity of the Pope is clear and visible, and then work from that. What is the objective reality? What is the objective dataset? What is clearly visible? What errors or prejudices or vices might cloud my vision and make me blind? Are my FEELINGS overriding logic? Is my approach rooted in sentiment and not in rationality?

I hope this helps.

Let us pray, as you did at the end of your letter, that the Lord comes to the rescue of His Church. I bless with MY apostolic blessing,


Benedict XVI”

Palm Sunday: Never Forget Rameaux Port Marly, ARSH 1987 – the Year of the Glorious Battering Ram

On Palm Sunday thirty-four years ago, having been locked out of their church because they were a Traditional Latin Mass parish, the parishioners at St. Louis Port Marly gathered, Mass was celebrated outside in front of the church, and then to strains of “Christus Vincit” the men used a battering ram to bust through a wall and gain entrance to their church.

No one feared arrest. No one feared getting a ticket. They feared only God.

The sportiness begins at 24:00.

Un! Deux! Trois!!!

Be inspired.

HAPPY ARSH DAY! Q: Ann, is the “ARSH” prefix you use “ridiculous”? Did you just make it up? Is it a manifest proof set that you are an evil narcissist and “Catholic cancer?”

Q: Is the ARSH prefix you use on dates “ridiculous”? Did you just make it up?  It was referred to as “ridiculous” recently, and I can’t figure out why.

A:  Great question!

The abbreviated date prefix ARSH stands for:


This means, “in the Year of the Reparation of Human Salvation”.

There are several forms of this wonderfully and beautifully Christian prefix to dates.  The most common, which we are all familiar with, is “A.D.”, which of course stands for “Anno Domini”, which means, “the Year of The Lord”.  BUT, there are actually FIVE more forms which one sees in documents, books, plaques and inscriptions:

A.S. = Anno Salutae = “The Year of Salvation”

A.N.S. = Anno Nostrae Salutis = “The Year of Our Salvation”

A.S.H. = Anno Salutis Humanae = “The Year of Human Salvation”

A.R.S. = Anno Reparatae Salutis = “The Year of Salvation Accomplished/Reparated”

And finally, the most florid and most glorious:

A.R.S.H. = Anno Reparatae Salutis Humanae = “The Year of the Reparation of Human Salvation”

This “moment zero” from which all dates are counted is, of course, the Annunciation, when Our Blessed Lord and Savior Jesus Christ, the Second Person of the Triune Godhead, became incarnate in the womb of the Blessed Virgin Mary at her words, “Fiat mihi secundum verbum tuum,” that is, “Be it done to me according to thy word.” This is why up until not too terribly long ago in Christendom, March 25, NOT January 1, marked the beginning of a new year, and was when the date rolled over.  Hence, March 24, ARSH 1514 was followed the next day by March 25, ARSH 1515.

This event is so massively incomprehensible in its infinite love for mankind that we bend the knee TWICE at Mass when it is mentioned:  the first instance is when the Creed is recited.  All should kneel at the words, “Et incarnátus est de Spíritu Sancto ex María Vírgine: Et homo factus est,” that is in English, “And became incarnate by the Holy Ghost of the Virgin Mary: and was made man.”

The second instance is at the Last Gospel, recited at the end of almost every Mass, all genuflect at the words, “Et Verbum caro factum est,” which is, “And the Word was made flesh.”

And so, years and years ago, in fact, when I was sixteen years old and got my first checking account, I started always putting “A.D.” beside the date when I wrote checks, just as a little way of working a witness to the Incarnation into daily life.  Later, when I launched, I asked my website developer to write into the code that all timestamps would include “A.D.”  THEN, several years ago, after visiting Rome on pilgrimage, the abbreviation ARSH was suggested to me as the “ultimate” date prefix.  I was sold, because with me, it’s “go big or go home”.  And there are no words adequate to declare the awesome loving miracle of God incarnating as Man so that we might be saved.

I find it a strange compliment that 1958 sedevacantists and Trad Inc. partisans most especially, seem to think that the pinnacle and proof of my evil and stupidity is my little revival of the use of a beautiful Latin abbreviation for the pivot point of Salvation History when the Blessed Virgin Mary by her freely-chosen “Fiat” became the Mother of God and Co-redemptrix, by which all of mankind, including atheists, Communists, Jews and musloids, all measure time.

It’s… odd.

Here are some pics of ARSH used in various places:

Cover page of a 17th century doctoral dissertation in Canon Law from Salzburg, Austria. Not ridiculous.

An inscription from Naples, Italy.  Not ridiculous.

From a Hungarian text. Not ridiculous.
From a French text, in fact explaining Latin abbreviations. Not ridiculous.

Happy Feast of St. Gabriel, icon of love so intense it could be mistaken for ferocity…

The Annunciation, Leonardo da Vinci and Andrea del Verrocchio, ARSH 1472-1475, Uffizi Gallery, Florence

The Annunciation, Leonardo da Vinci and Andrea del Verrocchio, ARSH 1472-1475, Uffizi Gallery, Florence

I recently came across Da Vinci’s Annunciation and must admit that I was quite struck by the Archangel Gabriel.  I have spoken before about the notion of “Ferocious Love”.  This comes from C.S. Lewis in Perelandra:

“Pure, spiritual, intellectual love shot from their faces like barbed lightning. It was so unlike the love we experience that its expression could easily be mistaken for ferocity.”

As I zoomed in and looked closer at Gabriel’s countenance, I saw exactly that – “ferocious” love.  He is kneeling, bowing, honoring and blessing her – Gabriel loves Our Lady.  But look – LOOK at his face.  Look at his eyes.  Oh my.


Man, that’s what I want to be when I grow up.


St. Gabriel, pray for us!