Let me publicly say, ANY engagement with porn at this point should be considered suicidal – but ETERNAL suicide. It should be considered Russian Roulette – precisely “tempting God”, the UNFORGIVABLE SIN – presuming upon God’s Mercy.
Not that is wasn’t before – it was. ALL mortal sin is such. But good grief – NOW. You CANNOT BUT UNDERSTAND the stakes now. There are no longer any excuses or pleas of ignorance.
I BEG you, do whatever you must to get away from porn. Pray the Rosary. Get up and go scrub your shower while praying the Rosary. Go walk or jog while praying the Rosary. Go kneel before a cross, even if the cross is literally scrawled on your wall by a Sharpie. And I’m not kidding.
Whatever you do, DO NOT enter into mortal sin. Stay away from anything even close to porn. Including TV shows and movies. NOTHING.
Be assured of my prayers. YOU CAN DO IT! Do you know how I know? Because you were CHOSEN from all eternity by the Divine Providence to be here, now, in this moment. Therefore, you have available to you ALL OF THE GRACES NEEDED TO BE SAVED.
You can do it, through Our Lord, by the intercession of His Immaculate Mother, Conceived without sin! YOU. CAN. DO. IT!!!!!!
YOU CAN DO IT!