Monthly Archives: June 2014

Why I'm considering quitting.

This is getting to feel more and more each day like trying to run while submerged in liquid cement.  Why bother?  If people are incapable on what must be a spiritual level of processing the most obvious, simple things; if all of the explanations, if all of the writing and speaking is the equivalent of trying to teach linear algebra to a clump of wet lint, why bother?

Obama used the known deserter/traitor/musloid convert Bergdahl for the release of the top five most valuable Gitmo detainees because the entire former American government, now fronted by the imbecile-puppet Obama, along with the Clinton machine, and a massive contingent of bureaucrat operatives loyal to the megabanks saturating all three branches and the military, has been overthrown and is explicitly allied with islam.  Obama, Clinton, the FBI, the CIA, the Pentagon and on and on has been completely infiltrated by the Musloid Brotherhood, and those not in the MB per se are allied with it because it is a highly complementary political system with a litany of shared goals and objectives, namely the establishment of a tyrannical oligarchy looting and dominating by terror a massive, destitute underclass.  Obama IS Musloid Brotherhood, for all intents and purposes.  They own him and have since his earliest days.  No, he doesn’t believe in the faux-religious aspects of the musloid political system, because almost none of the musloids above the very lowest caste do.  It’s a TOTALITARIAN POLITICAL SYSTEM, not a religion.  Hillary Clinton is up to her neck in Musloid Brotherhood.  Good grief, her right hand “man” and likely lesbian concubine, Huma Abedin, is the daughter of TWO of the highest-ranking Musloid Brotherhood leaders on the planet.  The CIA is headed by a “convert” to islam, John Brennan.

When I read commentator after commentator breathlessly asking, “Why would they do this?  It looks so bad!”  I just shake my head.  They did it because THEY ARE THE ENEMY.  They’re not Americans.  America is dead.  It’s their state now, and they will do what they want, when they want, and what you think about it or what the Constitution or the old U.S. Code says is utterly, totally, completely irrelevant.

They don’t care that it looks bad because the overthrow of the constitutional republic is a fait accompli and has been for YEARS.  What the hell are you going to do about it?   Nothing.  Oh, you’ve made that PERFECTLY clear.  These people have been committing CAPITAL OFFENSES according to the old U.S. Code on a daily basis for YEARS and NO ONE GIVES A SHIT.  No one will do anything except cluck their tongues and shake their heads.  Every day you can find some new piece commenting on all of this which uses the word “outrage”.  What are you talking about, “I’m outraged”?  No you aren’t.  If you were outraged you would have done something, and you would have done it a long time ago.  And no, signing some bullshit “petition” online is NOT DOING SOMETHING.  Spamming people with emails saying, “Oh my gosh, this is outrageous!” is NOT DOING SOMETHING.  Making up a damn Twitter hashtag is NOT DOING SOMETHING.  Showing up to a “march” where people go for a leisurely walk in a circle with their friends, and then have a cook-out or picnic, and then everyone’s home in time for Game of Thrones or The Walking Dead IS NOT DOING SOMETHING.   “Liking” a post on Facebook is NOT DOING SOMETHING.

Catching shameless, conscienceless, murderous psychopaths who now control the largest economy and largest military in human history in a lie or in blatant hypocrisy is not going to cause them to hang their heads in shame and slink off into shameful obscurity.  Elections?  How stupid do you have to be to still persist in the delusion that A.) elections are fairly contested and B.) this can be solved by rearranging the deck chairs on the Titanic, which isn’t sinking, it’s ALREADY SUNK AND SITTING ON THE OCEAN FLOOR 2.5 MILES DOWN?

There is only one way these people will ever, ever, ever be stopped.  They must be forcefully, physically removed.  This means war.  This means hot counter-revolution.  This means people are going to die on all sides.  They will commit atrocities, because they are in the most literal sense, atrocious human beings.  The definition of “atrocious” is “horrifyingly wicked”.  They will burn everything to the ground and salt the earth before they release their grasp on the money and the power over human life that they have, and continue to gather to themselves in an insatiable lust with each passing day.

And each day there is a new crime, and the frequency of the crimes themselves is the means by which they keep you distracted and wallowing in what I can only describe as a masturbatory impotence driven by a false fantasy of your own “outrage”.  Your “outrage” is no more real than the pornographic fantasies people use to masturbate sexually.  And every 36 hours – like clockwork – you are handed a new vector for your “outrage” fetish, and the previous one, no longer capable of sustaining the proverbial erection, is forgotten as quickly as it was introduced.  Because THIS ONE, this new “outrage”, this is going to be THE ONE, this is going to be the “outrage orgasm” to end all outrage orgasms, and they’re all going to resign, and then it’s going to be “Morning in America” and it’s going to feel just like it did when we were kids forever.

Why don’t I write more?  Why don’t I comment extensively on these daily crimes?  Why don’t I record podcasts?  Because I don’t want to be a Hefner or Guccione or Flynt of this “outrage porn”, feeding this false facade of “oh my gosh, we’re totally doing something” when in fact, you are growing ever more flaccid and ever more supine with each passing day, lost in the fantasy of your own potency.

I dunno.  I just don’t know what more to do.  I guess all I can do.  Pray, and maybe spread a little Gospel.  I dunno.


(Reposted by request.  Originally penned and posted on September 20, ARSH 2012.  You only get one chance to raise your kids.  Don’t squander it.)

Last week a cattle industry colleague of mine called to relate his afternoon’s activity. He was driving with his four children, aged 9 to 1, when the following conversation took place in the car:

4 year old girl: Can two girls get married?

6 year old boy: NO, SILLY! Two girls can’t get married. It has to be one boy and one girl.

9 year old girl: Nuh-uh. I saw on TV where two girls got married.

This is what it finally took for this man, this husband, this father, this guardian and protector, to FINALLY understand the full horror of what is being done to his children. This is what it took – having the sword of his 9 year old’s parroting of Marxist-Sodomite propaganda pierce his soul. He could pretend that he had it under control so long as it was only the people on TV saying it. He could lie to himself and tell himself that ”it is all going over their heads” and ”we’re a good Christian family, and we are raising our children in a Godly home in rural America,” … until he heard the Sodomite filth come spewing out of the mouth of his firstborn child, contaminating two of his other children in the process.

This horror was what was required for the Holy Spirit to finally get through. And this is a big lesson: if you need to get your heart torn out of your chest and stomped all over in order for you to comprehend some essential truth, God will permit that to happen. Don’t you doubt that for one second.

As soon as they arrived home, my friend dug out the last satellite bill, called the customer service number, and in no uncertain terms told them to TURN. THE. SHIT. OFF. NOW.

It’s over. No more. No more satanic Sodomite agitprop and pornography will be coming into his house. It’s over. No more Marxist pagan filth. It’s over. No more mind-numbing, soul-killing, innocence-destroying lies in his home. No more open attacks on his children while he sits by and watches. It’s over.


“But sir, what if we offered you two months free? Are you switching to cable? We can beat any cable package. What if we upgraded you to our premium high-definition package at no additional charge?”


Praise God. Praise God. Praise God.

Significant damage has already been done, but that damage can be fixed, and this family is now on the road to healing. The lives of four children and two parents have just changed, and changed for the better in ways that they cannot yet imagine. Games of kickball and baseball will now be played that never would have occurred, forts will be built, books will be read, skills will be learned, adventures will be had and CONVERSATIONS WILL NOW TAKE PLACE that would have all been snuffed from existence by the godforsaken Marxist-Sodomite agitprop and pornography vector that is called ”TV”. Satan’s main entrypoint into this home and family has now been firmly shut, and it was shut by the ACTION of the father in MASCULINE IRE IN DEFENSE OF HIS FAMILY.

Now to the flip side of this anecdote, which happened just this morning.

I attended a conference about Catholic ethics, and toward the end discussion opened up a bit. An upper-middleclass suburban woman (an uber Neo-con Kathy) raised her hand and complained that her 13 year old daughter persistently wanted to dress like Kim Kardashian, I believe the word “”whore”” was used, as the daughter has been regularly watching the Kardashian filth on TV and wants to be just like Kim Kardashian, who is, for those of you who do not know, a sociopathic moral degenerate and de facto prostitute who is also teetering on the precipice of being mentally retarded.

I tend to keep fairly quiet in venues such as this. If I am not ”the speaker” then it is my job to listen, but with the anecdote above fresh in my mind, and since discussion had opened up, I did lean forward and asked this woman why she allowed cable TV into her home in the first place, and why she allowed her daughter to watch evil filth. Some response was made to the effect, ”Well, I can’t control . . . “ at which point I cut her off and told her that she could call and cancel the cable feed this afternoon, at which she bristled and snarled back at me, ”I’m not going to have this discussion. I’M NOT GOING TO LIVE IN A BUBBLE.”

Understand, this woman had no clue who I was, so the bristling and snarling was not because she was intimidated by me – it was an organic response to the thought of taking away her precious Marxist-Sodomite agitporn (new word!) delivery vector – her precious teevee. She then got up and left.

Had I gone blowtorch on this woman, here is what I would have said:

 Madam, you just raised your hand and volunteered that your 13 year old daughter is emulating as a role model and dressing like a well-known and utterly shameless whore in an effort to elicit sympathy from this group. When I asked you why you simply don’t do the absolute minimum of what any parent should do, namely removing the evil of TV from your home and thus protecting your daughter, you snapped back that you refuse to “live in a bubble.”

Madam, from what little you have told us, it sounds like your daughter, being 13 years old, upper-middle class, living in the United States in 2012, and already EMULATING WHOREDOM, is well on her way to being lost to hell for all eternity. Her soul and psyche are being formed in profound ways, especially now as she is in the throes of puberty, setting up who she will be and the choices she will make for the rest of her life. And you, her mother, refuse to do what is clearly the BARE MINIMUM to stop your own daughter’s descent into the grips of hell, namely eliminating cable TV from your home, because you don’t want to “live in a bubble?”  You would watch your own child be lost to hell before you would go without TELEVISION? Do you realize that in this you are also putting YOUR OWN SOUL at profound risk for eternal damnation?

I don’t know your daughter, and probably never will. I don’t know you, and to be frank, I don’t like you and we will almost certainly never be friends on this earth. BUT, for some reason which I cannot explain, I CARE whether or not you and your daughter go to heaven or go to hell. I am not indifferent to your fate, and am intensely desirous of both of you making it to heaven. In fact, it appears that I care more about the eternal fate of your daughter’s soul than you do. This is charity: not being indifferent to our fellow human beings. (The fruit of the Second Joyful Mystery – the Visitation: love of neighbor) I do not like you, nor am I obliged to, but I am not indifferent to you, which IS my obligation.

Madam, you are the walking personification of the Marxist goal. You are a totally sensuous, self-absorbed person who can only see the world through the prism of your own faux-victimhood, so much so that your self-centered sensuousness even takes precedence over the eternal fates of the souls of your own young children. The last wedge, the wedge between mother and child, has been driven home, and you are the proof of that.

Madam, that “bubble” that you refuse to live in, that “bubble” that simply asks of us that we reject evil, is what the rest of us call “The Sacred Heart of Jesus”, pierced and burning with love for you, your daughter and everyone else. But, if you don’t want to live in that ”Bubble”, then I can promise you Sister, YOU WON’T. EVER. If you find the “Bubble” too boring, too isolating, too embarrassing and too socially awkward; if you hold that “Bubble”, all who dwell in It, all those who seek to dwell in It, and those who are truly desirous of you and your daughter dwelling in It, in scathing contempt, then Madam, I can promise you that you will never, ever have to experience It.


Um, yeah. The NSA is getting all of its facial images from Facebook. Duh.

NSA also collecting facial images in massive database.

Well, duh.  Of course they aren’t getting the biometrics from grainy surveillance cameras fifteen feet above street level.  They’re getting clear, sharp, multi-angled and multi-variabled (hair down, hair in pony tail, beard, no beard, etc.) images of you from YOU on Facebook.

Facebook bought the #1 company in face recognition two years ago.  Here’s the Forbes story on the acquisition.  

Summation by a smart reader:

Facebook worries me more than the NSA though. Two years ago FB bought the #1 company in facial recognition; using such technology they can create shadow profiles for people who aren’t even on FB based on other people uploading photos and tagging them. In short, *you* have a FB profile and a biometric camera connected to the FB facial recognition grid can run a “make” on you in milliseconds.  Of course, that is a service many, many businesses would pay $$$$ for… to know not just that someone walked into their store, but *who* just walked into their store.  If a fan of yours uploaded a photo of themselves with you and *anyone* tagged your photo with your name then FB can match the biometrics.

I’m not worried about myself.  Whenever it happens to me, and whatever happens, it happens.  It’s everyone else that I worry about.

Egg Salad

1.  The trick I learned to making the best savory meat salads (egg salad, ham salad, tuna salad, shrimp salad, crab salad, chicken salad, bacon salad, etc.) is use BOTH mayonnaise AND sour cream, 50-50, as the fat binder.  The sour cream lightens and brightens up the palate, allows the flavor of the meat in question to shine through, and takes the whole thing to a higher plane of deliciousness.

2.  Some follow-up points on the tackling of the purse snatcher dude.  I heard from several people, including a football player who reminded me of some good points, especially for women, most of whom have zero experience or knowledge of tackle sports.

A.)  Never, ever tackle someone with your chin tucked down.  In football this is called “spearing” and is called as a penalty because it is extremely dangerous to the TACKLER, not necessarily the “tacklee”.  Neck breaks in humans almost always occur from a DOWNWARD movement of the head (chin down towards chest).  Women especially, who have an innate drive to protect themselves by curling down and in around their core, must resist the urge to tuck the head and face down in a tackle.

B.)  Women carry their physical strength between their navels and their knees.  Thus it is doubly important that a woman tackle low, low, low, and use the power in the glutes, quads and hamstrings as much as possible.  Once you make contact, keep driving with the legs and keep your lower body engaged.  Only launch yourself airborne as an extreme last resort, because once your feet are off the ground, all of your lower body strength is completely useless.  All you have going for you at that point is the pure positive inertia of your mass.  If you remember the cat video, this is indeed what the cat did to the dog.  It CAN work, but only if there is no other option.  This morning I weighed 128.5 pounds and am 5’4″.  BUT, my thighs and hips are much larger than most men my height and even a bit taller because that is where I carry a lot of muscle.  In comparison to other females this is even more pronounced because, let me put this delicately, I carry relatively little weight between my collar bone and sternum.  As you can imagine, I have a heckuva time buying pants.  If I try to buy pants based off my waist size, I can’t even pull them up over my thighs.  As they say in Kansas, I’m built like a brick ****house.  Bottom line, it’s all about the lower body.  A woman will never, ever have upper body strength parity with a man, so don’t make it about the upper body.

Me.  Last week.

Me. Last week.

C.) The element of surprise.  Purse snatcher dude never “saw me coming” even though I was standing directly in front of him as he was running up the sidewalk at me.  He was literally looking straight through me as he approached. (Remember, ALWAYS watch the eyes.)  Why?  Well, these criminals know that no one is going to step up to stop them.  Time after time they commit their robberies in broad daylight in front of numerous eyewitnesses and NOBODY EVER CONFRONTS THEM, much less a chick in a skirt.  So, experientially, he figured that I was zero threat and thus totally wrote me off.  When I stepped into him, he was completely surprised and thus in those few tenths of a second, I had the advantage.  This is a perfect microcosm of what is happening on the national level.  These oligarchs commit their blatant crimes in broad daylight, not even trying to hide it anymore, because they know from experience that NOBODY is going to do ANYTHING except stand there and watch.  Until someone does.  And someday someone will do something, and everyone will be shocked at how easily the house of cards falls, and after the fact everyone will say, “Why didn’t we do anything sooner?”  The answer is, because modern Western post-Christian culture is a salmonella-laden undercooked chicken taco of self-absorbed materialism and “entertainism” wrapped in a soggy chalupa of effeminite cowardice.  That’ll be $5.45 at the first window.  Please drive around.

3.  A point to remember for after the war and collapse when youse guys are rebuilding things.  Education should only be mandatory (and I hesitate to use even that word) to the fifth grade.  The vast, vast majority of people only need to know how to read, do arithmetic (add, subtract, multiply, divide, work with fractions/decimals and do simple geometry), have a basic broad knowledge of physical sciences, and a broad basic knowledge of history.  All of this can be accomplished before a person turns twelve.  After that, those who are genuinely interested and capable can pursue higher education.  Others should begin learning a trade, such as plumbing, auto repair, woodworking or agriculture at roughly the age of twelve.  Still others should enter into the menial labor force.  Trying to force people who simply do not have the intellectual capacity for higher learning, or even worse, telling those people that they are capable of things which they are clearly not, is evil, and destroys society.  Additionally, it creates a vacuum and imbalance in the trades and the menial job market that is completely unnecessary.  And no matter how much a disordered and evil society or regime tries to convince itself that everyone is capable of university-level achievement, it will never, ever be true.  All that has happened as a result of that lie is that “university level” has simply become the “fifth grade”; a bachelor’s degree today indicates a fifth grade education 100 years ago – and even that might be an overly generous description.

4.  Tennessee Ernie Ford.  Sixteen Tons.  The dismissive little chuckle he does at 1:26 when he says, “Can’t no high-toned woman make me walk the line” is, quite possibly, the single coolest noise ever made by man.