American Consumer Debt Market: $0.004 on the Dollar – and a Quick Note on Cassius Clay

I came across this story and really felt the need to make sure you all are aware of this and understand it.

So some guy on TeeVee decided to go into the consumer debt market and buy some consumer debt – this is what COLLECTION AGENCIES do.

He bought $15,000,000.00 (fifteen million dollars) of medical debt out of Texas and paid… wait for it… just under $60,000 for it.  And he paid the asking price.  That is what the portfolio of bundled debt was OFFERED at by the previous holder, who may or may not have been the originator.

Guys, that is $0.004 cents on the dollar.  FOUR TENTHS OF ONE CENT per dollar.  Which means that if a debt collector settles with the debtor for $0.01 on the dollar, his gross profit margin would be a mere 250%.

When Karl Denninger and myself and other people (but KD is without question the leader on this topic – his book Leverage has a goodly part dedicated to this very thing) scream and yell about how galactically criminal the medical/insurance racket is, and how if the market were allowed to work that prices for all medical products and services would fall at least 90% if not more, we really aren’t kidding.   Just look at the data above.  It implies a 25000% markup to the paying private consumer.  Everyone else (namely insurance companies and government… but I repeat myself) backs out of the TWENTY-FIVE THOUSAND PERCENT CUSHION.

In terms of morality, if a creditor sells debt, both he and the market have REPRICED that debt.  The new debtholder’s basis is the price he paid for the debt.  And thus the creditor can and should negotiate with the debt collector on the NEW BASIS, not the original balance, because the original creditor is no longer going to receive anything – by his own choice.  He “cashed out” when he sold the debt on the market.

The fact that most people have no understanding of this is precisely how these debt collection agencies make the huge profits that they do.  They want the debtor to assume that the collection agency is a “pass-through” or middle man for the originating lender, when in fact, the originator is totally out of the picture.  Imagine if a debtor settled a $100,000 medical bill for $0.50 on the dollar, when the collection agency had bought the debt for even $0.01 on the dollar – which we know is high.  That would be a 5000% gross profit margin.

The happy ending to this little story is that the TeeVee guy FORGAVE all $15,000,000 of the debt he bought – which didn’t even require a license.  Just a $50 paperwork fee, and a corporation.  It seems to me that this sort of thing might be a really cool way to give alms.  Can you imagine lifting that kind of burden off of so many people’s shoulders?  I would limit it to medical debt, though.  Just to be sure I wasn’t enabling some idiot who ran up credit card debt on strippers and bright red three piece suits.


And one more quick thing.  His name was Cassius Marcellus Clay, Jr.  He was a baptized Christian and sexually promiscuous coward who APOSTASIZED from Christianity and joined up with the truly depraved racketeering organization, The Nation of Islam, in order to get out of being drafted in the Vietnam era.  He wasn’t wise.  He was an egomaniac that was good at “beating people up”, as he himself put it.  Prayers for the Champ?  Yeah, but odds are it is too late for him, and those prayers will be applied to a poor, forgotten soul in Purgatory.  But yes, by all means, pray for the dead, even though it is pretty much impossible to refer to Cassius Clay as “the faithful departed”.  But if you really believe in any of it, you should, at the very least, use the man’s real name – the name that God calls him: Cassius Marcellus Clay, Jr.  Not his bullshit Nation of Islam stage name.

Diabolical Narcissism: If They See Something Good, They Want To Destroy It

This is another HUGE lightbulb-over-the-head concept. If you read this essay to the end, you will never be able read the news the same way again.

And if you have a DN in your family, it will explain… much.

It turns out that the similarity of DNs to demons is no exaggeration or joke.  Driven by spite, when DNs see something good – anything – they take it as their unholy duty to destroy it.

We will start will micro-level examples and work our way up to nation-states and The Church.

Have you ever known or been related to a person who you SWORE would sabotage holidays or other family gatherings, or social events?  Tell me if any of this sounds familiar:

-Faggot Uncle tries to ruin everyone’s time at the summer beach house?
-Mother-in-law ruins Thanksgiving dinner? Every. Year.
-Father suggests a family dinner out at a restaurant, and then, just before leaving the house or arriving at the restaurant, picks a fight and refuses to let anyone go?

Yeah.  They absolutely were trying to ruin everyone’s happiness out of pure spite. You weren’t being paranoid.  When DNs see other people being happy, it ENRAGES them.  DNs, especially faggots and other sex perverts, are jealous of their normal, happy relatives and their families, and also of people who are simply capable of celebrating or rejoicing. DNs are enraged especially by people who spend money on other people in the context of holidays or parties.  Incapable of comprehending love and therefore generosity, DNs tell themselves that munificence if a proof set of the inferiority and stupidity of those around them, and thus worthy of scathing contempt.  In my research phase, one person with a middle-aged DN in their family said, “He literally still has his First Communion money. He’s that tight.”

DNs want to drag everyone else down into their demonic emotional palate of anger, hatred, jealousy and fear.  Since the DN has freely chosen to purge himself of love, and the happiness that flows from love, he is determined to see to it that happy people are deprived of the ability to be happy.  Hence the hyper-passive-aggressive pouting fits, passive-aggressive silent treatment campaigns, temper tantrums, bitchy (queeny) behavior, and the premeditated plots – such as the example above of the father luring everyone to a dinner out and then sabotaging it at the last minute by obviously picking a fight. Oh yeah.  They plan it in advance.  They fantasize about it.  And saddest of all, they get off on it.

Now the mid-level of business or organizational sabotage.  My personal experience with this was years ago.  Without getting into excessive detail, or speaking ill of the dead, I crossed paths with a person who we all later acknowledged had a pathological need to “throw a wrench in the works” whenever anything was going well.  He would literally tear down his own edifice in order to manifest his power over others and give himself something to “rebuild”.  It was an auto-destructive Munchausen Syndrome – poison the soup in order to be the sole font of life and knowledge, and “the great healer.”

Have you ever been involved with a business or organization in which a person in a leadership position would drive out anyone competent, hamstring any effort to improve the organization, or even actively sabotage by covert means projects or events?  Did you chock this up to gross incompetence or negligence?  In some cases it is that.  But in more cases than any of us would like to admit, if the person in question was, in fact, a DN, these were calculated acts of sabotage.

In the business or organizational setting, the dynamic is more about POWER.  A DN – and almost always a BETA DN – would rather hold an organization he has power over in a grinding state of mediocrity or failure than allow anyone else to succeed, thrive, or “outshine” him in any way.  Do you see now why meritocracy is almost entirely dead in the post-western world?  Do you see why academia, government bureaucracy, and The Church have imploded as they have in the past 50 years?  Do you now see why truly sub-standard people now populate leadership positions in every facet of post-Christian, post-western society?  And now, this dynamic has infected small and medium sized businesses as well, the traditional locus of “Yankee Ingenuity”. It’s everywhere.

As the proportion of DNs in society increases, so decreases the quality of the society in every respect.  Wonder no more why all islamic societies are barely-functioning shitholes that require the importation of culturally Christian westerners to get ANYTHING done.  Wonder no more why in the span of just a few YEARS after ARSH 1917, Russia went from being a sophisticated culture, to a barely functioning shithole entirely dependent on espionage to participate in the technological revolution.  Wonder no more why the South Side of Chicago, Washington DC and Detroit (among countless other rap/hip-hop cultural wastelands) are basically human feedlots for Planned Parenthood. Wonder no more why the education system is the farcical, evil obscenity that it is today.  Islam, Communism, the rap/hip-hop culture and academia are all now evil, satanically-infiltrated cultures specifically designed to vampirically breed and eventually self-saturate with Diabolical Narcissists.

I’m on the road, and want to get this up now.  The second half, about macro-level dynamics, specifically nation-states and The Church is the very next post.  But, I’m sure you can already see where this is going, and yeah, it really is that bad….

Starting Sunday Off Right: Scripture For DN Victims/Targets Edition

Our Father, Who art in heaven, hallowed be Thy Name. Thy kingdom come. Thy will be done, on earth as it is in heaven. Give us this day our daily bread. And forgive us our trespasses, as we forgive those who trespass against us. And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil. Amen.

PATER NOSTER, qui es in caelis, sanctificetur nomen tuum. Adveniat regnum tuum. Fiat voluntas tua, sicut in caelo et in terra. Panem nostrum quotidianum da nobis hodie, et dimitte nobis debita nostra sicut et nos dimittimus debitoribus nostris. Et ne nos inducas in tentationem, sed libera nos a malo. Amen.

Not Aslan.

Not Aslan.

I have been most moved by the emails from folks who have had experiences, both tangential and profound (such as spouses or first-degree relatives) with Diabolical Narcissists.

We know that this condition – lovelessness – is much discussed in Holy Scripture, but is there anything in scripture that speaks directly to those who have been victimized/targeted by DNs?  Oh yes.  In fact, it is today’s Epistle.  It is from 1 Peter 5… (Hey!  That sounds familiar!!)

Be you humbled therefore under the mighty hand of God, that He may exalt you in the time of visitation: Casting all your care upon Him, for He hath care of you. Be sober and watch: because your adversary the devil, as a roaring lion, goeth about seeking whom he may devour. Whom resist ye, strong in faith: knowing that the same affliction befalls your brethren who are in the world. But the God of all grace, who hath called us into His eternal glory in Christ Jesus, after you have suffered a little, will Himself perfect you, and confirm you, and establish you. To Him be glory and empire for ever and ever. Amen.
–1 Peter 5: 6-11, Epistle of the Third Sunday After Pentecost

This passage also comprises the “Short Lesson” in the Office of Compline, the nighty-night prayer of the Church.  The Latin root of Compline is the word “completorium”, which means “completion”.

Bretheren: Be sober and watch, because your adversary the devil, as a roaring lion, goeth about seeking whom he may devour, whom resist ye, strong in faith. But Thou, O Lord, have mercy on us. Thanks be to God.
Short Lesson of Compline

While we shouldn’t descend into paranoia and operate on the assumption that everyone is a DN, we SHOULD be cognizant of the fact that the vast, vast, vast majority of satan’s attacks upon individuals are carried out by human mercenaries – DNs. Know the signs.  Know what to look for.  Be sober – that is, don’t be intoxicated by beauty, charm or charisma, because when you are “drunk” on anything, you are less able to perceive and process objective reality.

Having said that, yes, I am absolutely seeing the significant uptick in what appear to be demonic oppressions and possessions. It seems like Drudge has a link to something with the word “demonic” in it most days now.

But, if I may be permitted to quote then-Colonel “Chesty” Puller upon having his 1st Marines surrounded by ten Chinese divisions in Korea:

“Those poor bastards,” he said. “They’ve got us right where we want them. We can fire in any direction now!”


Et cum spiritu tuo (et Ooh Rah).



Starting Friday Off Right: Sacred Heart of Jesus and The Law Edition

Our Father, Who art in heaven, hallowed be Thy Name. Thy kingdom come. Thy will be done, on earth as it is in heaven. Give us this day our daily bread. And forgive us our trespasses, as we forgive those who trespass against us. And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil. Amen.

PATER NOSTER, qui es in caelis, sanctificetur nomen tuum. Adveniat regnum tuum. Fiat voluntas tua, sicut in caelo et in terra. Panem nostrum quotidianum da nobis hodie, et dimitte nobis debita nostra sicut et nos dimittimus debitoribus nostris. Et ne nos inducas in tentationem, sed libera nos a malo. Amen.


Today is the feast of The Sacred Heart of Jesus.

Just a few thoughts after Mass this morning, the Feast of The Sacred Heart of Jesus.

A.  A mercy that springs forth from the wild and often detrimental technological progress curve of the past 100 years is the confirmation of all manner of things regarding Our Lord and His Holy Church.  Specifically today I am reminded of the fact that science has now confirmed that in all of the Eucharistic miracles which have been confirmed as genuine and involved a Consecrated Host turning fleshy, the Flesh in every instance, upon testing, is from a human male, blood type AB, and the flesh is ENDOCARDIUM, that is, INTERIOR HEART WALL.

The Sacred Heart of Jesus is not a syrupy platitude. It is a physical reality, and moreover, it is a physical reality present at every valid Mass.  The Eucharist literally, physically IS the Sacred Heart of Jesus.

B.  The Gradual of the Mass for the Feast of The Sacred Heart is from Psalm 24: 8-9

“The Lord is sweet and righteous: therefore He will give a Law to sinners in the way. He will guide the mild in judgment: He will teach the meek His ways.”

If you have watched the big Diabolical Narcissism video, you will probably remember the “three rules for things you NEVER say to a DN”. They are:

  1.  Never tell a DN that you love them.  This makes you a target for soul murder (that is, scandalize you unto spiritual death and ultimately damnation).
  2. Never tell a DN what makes you happy or what you are grateful for.  They will take away these things as part of their campaign to murder your soul.
  3. Never tell a DN that they have hurt you.  They will use your confirmation of the success of their tactics to hurt you again, and to hurt you harder the next time.

Now, going back to the Psalm verse above, we are reminded of what The Law – that which Jorge Bergoglio rails against constantly – actually is. Read this over and over again until you get it:

The Law is God Almighty telling us what actions of ours HURT HIM AND WOUND HIS SACRED HEART.

The Law is God basically pleading with us to PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE NOT do these certain things, because these things break His Heart, and all He wants is to love us and be loved by us. So, in order for the relationship to work, we need to PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE NOT do these specific things, and if we do, we need to stop doing them, repent, confess, and be contrite.

Think about this in terms of relationships between men.  Doesn’t it make sense that if someone – friend, family member, spouse, coworker, even a stranger on the street, is doing something to hurt us, we want to TELL THEM so that they will understand the gravity and consequence of their actions and STOP so that we can continue the relationship in peace, whether that peace is the peace between spouses or the peace between strangers on the street?

But more importantly, any MORALLY SANE PERSON, that is, a person who is NOT a Diabolical Narcissist/Sociopath/Psychopath WANTS TO KNOW if something they are doing is hurting, much less murdering the soul, of another person SO THAT THEY CAN STOP DOING IT. When the person is someone that we love, how much more do we want to tell them, “Please, please, please don’t do X, because you hurt me profoundly when you do X.”

Do not confuse this for the Social Justice Warrior “triggering” and “micro-aggression” nonsense.  The presumption here is normal, human sanity. (How sad that I have to even state this….)

Psycho-spiritually sane people do NOT prowl throughout the world seeking the ruin of souls.   Diabolical Narcissists do.  Remember, exactly like demons, they invert everything.

So God, knowing everything, and being pure, infinite LOVE, “breaks” the three rules above, and does it knowing exactly what He is in for in doing so. This is why the image of The Sacred Heart is oftentimes Jesus, literally holding his Heart in His hand, offering it to us, showing it to us, completely exposing it to us.  It is total, complete, infinite vulnerability.

"Here.  Take it."

“Here. Take it.”

  1.  He tells us that He loves us. Over and over and over again. And, He is, without question, the most hated thing in the universe. Men hate God precisely because God loves them.
  2. He tells us what makes Him happy, what He wants from us, both in terms of worship, and in terms of The Law, namely: Love Him above all else, Love our neighbors for love of Him, and spread the Gospel to all men and nations.
  3. He tells us what hurts Him.  These are the “Thou shalt nots”….

Looking at this list, it is no surprise whatsoever that Bergoglio, the Alpha DN infiltrators, and the massive Beta DN caste, all despise solemn, reverent, God-centered liturgy; they rail against The Law and “Lovers of the Law”; and they rail against proselytization.  Bergoglio has called proselytization “solemn nonsense”, has told people explicitly NOT to convert and enter the One True Church, and just recently compared The Great Commission to islamic jihad.  Finally, everything Bergoglio and his toadies have done to date has had as its goal the disregarding or overriding of The Law.  He is at war with the Rule of Law – GOD’S LAW.  Marriage, confession, reception of Holy Communion, holy orders is coming next (deaconettes and priestly celibacy), and on and on.

If this does not constitute being at war with God, then I have no idea what does.

And yet, Christ, all-knowing, all-understanding, and pure, infinite love for each and every person, told us exactly how we can hurt Him, because if He didn’t tell us how we can hurt Him, neither would we know, by definition, how to Love Him.

And apparently, to Him it was and is worth it.

This is why The Law and the Sacred Heart of Jesus are inextricably connected.

Hate one, and you hate the other. Period.

Happy feast.  Be assured of my prayers. I hope this helps.


Narcissism and the Dynamics of Evil

Wow.  A TERRIFIC find today, sent by a reader.  This is an essay providing an overview of Diabolical Narcissism written by a Catholic Deacon, Doug McManaman, in ARSH 2005.  I had not seen it before today, but it is a SPECTACULAR companion piece/overview to the topic of Diabolical Narcissism.  What I especially like is that it opens with a philosophical explanation of human evil that is a must-read by itself.

“Narcissism and the Dynamics of Evil” by Doug McManaman.

The author also keys into the “nothingness” of the DN that jumped out at me, and was crystallized one day at Mass when the Gospel was 1 Corinthians 13, the “if I have not love (caritas), I AM NOTHING” Gospel.  In my research phase, when having conversations with people with a DN in their lives, even though the notion of Diabolical Narcissism was largely unknown to them, what kept striking me was the consistent use of the word “nothing” as a descriptor – of a human being.  You don’t exactly hear that sort of rhetoric every day.  “There’s nothing there.” “There is a computer brain, but nothing else.” “You have to turn the page – there is nothing there to reform.”

He cannot allow others to see what he sees in himself, for they will reject him. What they see will be as repulsive to them as it is to himself. So he must create a highly likable and acceptable image that will procure the affirmation he requires for himself, an affirmation that he can only get from others who do not know him as he really is. Thus begins the fundamental lie of the self-loathing egotist. For an image is a reflection. One can only see a reflection if it is mirrored in some way. The egotist must see his reflection through the eyes of others, and so others become a means to his own affirmation, a means to his own conviction that he really exists. For the deeply depraved have created a void, a nothingness in the heart of their character. But a person cannot detect the presence of nothingness. Hence, the egotist desperately needs to be convinced of his own existence. He needs to feel that he is. If he will not achieve this through the pursuit of virtue, he will do so through the affirmation, praise, and adulation of others, or through their fear of him….

The more intense the conflict between the experience of his nothingness and his emerging egotism, the more radical his manipulation of others. The more intelligent the egotist, the more able he is to hide his depravity by means of a clever reflection, and thus the more able he is to successfully convince others that they are loved and revered for their own sake. The longer he persists in his depravity, the more deeply he falls into the void that is de-created by the choices he continues to make.

From a purely moral point of view, this is how the narcissistic character disordered are created.

Do read the whole thing.  I’ll be referring to it again.  I have also put a permanent link to it on the DN page, which can be accessed through the menu at the top of the page.

Diabolical Narcissism: A Few Citations

A.  This is from a piece written by a homosexual man about his experiences as an altar boy (it was good until the girls and women were allowed in and took over…)

Read the whole thing, but the key line regarding the origin of his homosexuality confirms what I have tried to explain regarding Diabolical Narcissism as a FREE CHOICE TO PURGE ALL LOVE FROM ONE’S SOUL:

“And, in a sense, I felt further insulated from the world of males. Deeply setting within my mind that I was somehow different; not that I was a girl, as I was not like them. But I was also not like the other boys. After all, I was sensitive, creative, and intensely perceptive. I told myself that I was better than them and didn’t need their camaraderie or their friendship – but I did need just that….”

This man made that free choice when he was yet a child.  He made the choice to tell himself that he was separate and above everyone else – males and females – and that he would not love or be loved by them because of his “elite” status.

And he ended up choosing to get things shoved up his rectum in San Francisco for years as a direct result of his construction of a “false self” that was “too good” to love or be loved. Because the soul of man devoid of love – Diabolical Narcissism – is the quintessence of human perversity – it is monstrosity defined.

B.   Alpha-Beta DN castes.  Such a massively important concept.  For those of you who have watched the DN video (the module on the Alpha-Beta caste dynamic begins at 01:38:52 ), the first eight minutes of this interview with Camille Paglia is a spot-on calling-out of the Alpha-Beta DN structure and dynamic in Universities. The administation is the Alpha caste, the faculty and students are the Beta caste – unthinking cultural stormtroopers who not only accept Alpha domination, but CRAVE it.

Paglia herself is consistently cited and read with appreciation by “conservatives” even though she is a lesbian, feminist, Catholic apostate.  She will in one moment brilliantly testify to reality, and in the next be singing the praises of Hillary Clinton and Madonna.  And we all just shake our heads.  How can someone be simultaneously so intelligent, and yet so blind?  I suspect a lifetime of apostasy and sodomy will make even the most robust intellect utterly obtuse and unable to make simple foundational connections.  Anyway, she says this of Universities, both faculty and students:

Note her characterization of the dynamic as “vampirism” at 01:52.  Remember how I explained that DN is contagious and VAMPIRIC?

02:44 “…a pretentious style of superiority…”

04:28 “This generation of young people have been trained throughout middle school and high school and college to be subservient to authority.  There is no questioning of authority whatever.  They want an expansion of authority….”

05:25 “They are passive worms not to fight back against the bureaucrats….”

06:44 “So what’s happened, which is extremely pernicious and toxic, in American universities over the last 35-40 years, is this growth of a massive administrator class which never had any teaching experience whatever, and regard themselves as a master race – and I am not kidding, okay – and they force you into all kinds of formulas you have to follow when you deal with the students and every kind of regulation and law, and they’re a bunch of nervous nellies, et cetera. It’s an outrage.  The faculty has been reduced to slave status.  They’re serfs.”

C.  With regard to the Church and the Alpha-Beta structures and dynamics, I personally believe that people who are actually controlling and calling the shots BELIEVE IN THE FAITH… because they are Satanists.  I believe that the key Alphas in the Vatican and the key outposts in the Church, the people who send out the orders and are literally at war with God are literal Satan worshippers.

The “Beta” caste is the group that I have defined as those who “Don’t Actually Believe Any of That Bullshit” – and by “bullshit”, I mean Catholicism.  I believe the massive bureaucracy that is, right now, before our very eyes, destroying the Church from the inside out, is almost entirely comprised of men who don’t believe any of it to start with, who think that actual Catholicism is all “bullshit”.  They are the Beta DUPES, PATSYS, and WISEGUYS, groveling before and taking their cues and orders from a caste of psychopaths that literally worship Satan, and thus believe in all of it: The Holy Sacrifice of the Mass, the Real Presence of Jesus Christ in the Eucharist, the existence of Hell and eternal damnation, the supernatural reality of The Church, and, interestingly, the words of The Mother of God, particularly at Fatima.  Oh yes.  The Satanists believe EVERY BIT OF IT.  Make no mistake.

And yes, I believe that Bergoglio is in the Beta caste, and doesn’t believe in any of it, and thinks it is all bullshit.  I think that Bergoglio is a bootlicking Beta Diabolical Narcissist that was installed precisely because he would do ANYTHING the Alphas wanted, not only because he is a DN with delusions of grandeur that craves Narcissistic Supply, but also because he is a profoundly unintelligent man, and thus very easy to manipulate and control. (If you’re thinking of Obama as a direct analogue at this point, you’re right on.)

The Alphas aren’t gunning to drive people OUT of The Church – they are gunning to get as many people to engage in Eucharistic desecration as possible. They want people coming and receiving the Eucharist in mortal sin.  What they are doing is aimed, first and foremost, at “hurting” and “humiliating” God. The loss of souls to hell is secondary, and derivative of their hated of God and spite.  They want people to go to hell precisely because God loves them.  It is the Satanic inversion of the Second Great Commandment: hatred of man for the hatred of God.  They don’t want to shoot the Bride of Christ in the head – they want to RAPE the Bride of Christ forever – and make God watch.

If you think this uncharitable of me, consider the alternative – that Bergoglio is an actual Satanist.  I doubt it.  The only thing Bergoglio worships and adores is Francis.



Starting Tuesday Off Right: When God Fights Edition

Our Father, Who art in heaven, hallowed be Thy Name. Thy kingdom come. Thy will be done, on earth as it is in heaven. Give us this day our daily bread. And forgive us our trespasses, as we forgive those who trespass against us. And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil. Amen.

PATER NOSTER, qui es in caelis, sanctificetur nomen tuum. Adveniat regnum tuum. Fiat voluntas tua, sicut in caelo et in terra. Panem nostrum quotidianum da nobis hodie, et dimitte nobis debita nostra sicut et nos dimittimus debitoribus nostris. Et ne nos inducas in tentationem, sed libera nos a malo. Amen.

'The Life of Joan of Arc' Triptych, Stilke Hermann Anton (1843 AD), Hermitage State Museum, St. Petersburg, Russia

‘The Life of Joan of Arc’ Triptych, Stilke Hermann Anton (ARSH 1843), Hermitage State Museum, St. Petersburg, Russia

“When God fights, it’s of small consequence whether the hand that holds the sword is big or little.”
-St. Joan of Arc

Feast of Corpus Christi

“Did you ever consider well, dear Christian soul, that, when the Sacred Host is publicly exposed, Jesus is not on His Eucharistic throne to receive the adorations of the angels and to enjoy the company of the blessed? These He finds in heaven. But He is on His Eucharistic throne to receive your adorations, to listen to your confidences, and to console and alleviate your sorrows and trials.

Come, then, and adore that Holy Host. When Jesus is offended everywhere, when His royal dignity is mocked and His sovereignty denied, it behooves noble souls to come and acknowledge publicly that He is our beloved Sovereign and divine King, and that to Him all praise, honor, and glory are due.

Come and adore that Host of mercy and peace. Show Him your wounds, tell Him your faults, expose to Him your miseries. You do not insult Him who shed His blood for all the sins of the world, when you tell Him your sins to obtain forgiveness. Whatever their number and grievousness, in proportion to His infinite mercy they are less than a grain of sand lost in the immensity of an ocean.

Come close to that loving Host and pour out your heart’s bitterness into His heart. Let your tears flow freely in His presence as if you were upon His breast. The sorrows of your exile, the faithlessness of your friends, the loneliness of your heart, and the disillusions of your life, all find an echo in That Heart, which has known from experience what it means to suffer.

There you will find peace in your worries, light in your difficulties, and firmness in the execution of your good resolutions. There your thirst for affection will be satisfied. You will learn the science of hidden sacrifice, of constant abnegation, of tireless meekness, and of perfect joy.

Do not say that you have no time. Rather, acknowledge that you do not love Him enough. If you did, you would leave everything, in order to visit Him.

Do not say that you do not know what to tell Him. Rather, admit that you do not love Him. If you loved Him, your lips would speak out of His heart’s abundance; and, if your lips stayed silent, it would be because hearts that understand each other need not words: silence is enough.

Do not look for other excuses. Try it, and find out by your own experience. Do not wait until tomorrow. Today, go and spend a few moments with Jesus, whether He is within the tabernacle or exposed in the monstrance. Let your weary and wounded heart be penetrated by the peaceful atmosphere of the sanctuary and your soul be bathed in the light streaming forth from the Eucharistic Sun. And, tomorrow, I am sure, you will return.”

-Jose Guadalupe Trevino


Rest In Peace, Mara Roberts

Mara and Jack Roberts out of Pueblo West, Colorado were the event organizers and videographers for three of my major video presentations:

Islamic Sexuality: A Survey of Evil;

The Vendee Genocide; (you can see Mara at the beginning doing the introduction)

and my Economics and Finance video.

Many hundreds of thousands of people have seen and been touched by their work over the past four years.

I received word overnight that Mara has died.

In your charity, please pray for the repose of Mara’s soul.

Barnhardt’s Latest Video Banned by YouTube for NUDITY!!

I’ll bet you’re kicking yourself now for not watching it all the way through…  🙂

And you know, I INTENTIONALLY wore the biggest, frumpiest wool turtleneck sweater I own and STILL! Pornogrphic nekkidness!

No, in all seriousness, the YouTube deletion notice says that it violated “community standards” against nudity/pornography. I kid you not.  They just banned it because teh faggots don’t like hearing that their perversity is… PERVERSE.

As I have been screeching for years, all of this talk of “tolerance”, especially with regards to the faggots and other sex perverts, is no such thing.  In fact, tolerance is the FIRST STEP on the road to total infiltration and societal collapse.  The progression is: Tolerance, Acceptance, Ratification, Participation.

Think about the word “tolerate”.  We tolerate something that is DISORDERED for some logistical reason – but then only temporarily.  For example, if your toilet eats its pigs in the middle of the night, backs up, and won’t flush, you TOLERATE the nasty, disgusting poopy commode until the next business day when you can call a plumber and get it fixed.  You don’t call a plumber at three in the morning.  You TOLERATE the BROKEN, MALFUNCTIONING, THOROUGHLY DISGUSTING, NAUSEATING, AIN’T NOBODY GOT TIME FO’ DAT crap-filled toilet nonsense.

Same thing with sex perverts. Of which faggots and dykes are the largest constituency.

No, no.  They had no intention EVER of being tolerated.  Their objective, because of the diabolical nature of their psycho-spiritual pathology, is to vampirically destroy as many other people as possible.  Which is why they so desperately, desperately want your children. You must give them your children.  That’s the “participation”.  Oh yeah.  We’re already there.  AND, why they will censor every critique, much less full-blown exposure and explanation of their evil, evil nature.


  1.  If you do a YouTube search of “Barnhardt Narcissism” multiple mirror versions are still available.  Do you see why I explicitly and enthusiastically encourage mirroring and reposting?  So, if you know how to mirror, YOU should mirror the mirrors.  And repost to other platforms – YouTube is a Google property and Google is evil.  Don’t waste time asking me… JUST DO IT.
  2. Yes, we are working on a DVD outlet.  I am surprised by how many folks have requested a DVD.  Physical possession data formats are far from dead.  Keep an eye out here (and on the Diabolical Narcissism page on the menu bar above) for info about ordering the DVD version.
  3. I am working right now on getting the presentation uploaded to .  As soon as it is up there, I’ll post it here.

In the mean time, here are some mirror versions….


In all humility, I am, without question, the BEST freeze-frame speaker alive today. I make facial expressions that defy the known laws of physics.

My entry for the middle vid’s frame is:

“And as I was drinking the Wild Turkey Rare Breed directly from the 53 gallon barrel….”